This month marks 3 years TTC.
It also marks 2 years of blogging.
And it marks the month our Seattle clinic will be growing our embryos for our next round of donor egg bank (calendar yet to be created so I don't know when transfer will be).
When I started each TTC and blogging I never thought I'd reach the 3 year mark of un-success.
I remember sitting at a restaurant in February 2011. An IRL friend was in the middle of her first (and only) IVF and I was gearing up for my first IUI in March. Another IRL friend had told me "how cool would it be if you both got pregnant at the same time." I was only a year into IF and heard that statement and was positive and excited about the prospect. I told my IVF friend and she said "what are the chances of two infertiles getting pregnant the same month?" She had no hope we would both get pregnant. Turns out she was right.
Now, two years later, I have that same hard shell, that same pessimism.
And so, here I sit, on the month that marks a lot of things.
We shall see what 2013 has in store for us.